Sunday, 06 July 2008
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I DON'T WANT TO BE HEALTHY
society's obsession with physical beauty, contradicts itself with the obsession of being healthy.
i'm not anorexic, really. and i'm not going to spend my time trying to convince xanga that i'm not. i
couldn't give a crap if i was fat. i just don't enjoy the feeling of being full. i guess it goes hand in
hand with the fact that i'm always emotionally empty, so i have a need to be physically empty as
well. i hate people telling me that i look too skinny, that i need to eat or sleep some more. i hate
sleeping, i hate eating, and i sure as hell don’t enjoy looking healthy. my parents understand this,
and they’ve stopped hassling me about it. eventually, we all die - it’s inevitable! stop vexing me
over the fact that i drink, that i smoke, that i do things that damage my health. if i cared half as
much as you do, i would be making an effort to quit – but i’m not.
maybe i just want to find a way to die that doesn't make me seem depressed.
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Comments (13)
wow u should b a writer. . . the secret life thing was so good i had to read it twice!
@morrelva - thank you! :)
@japanxrobots - ur welcome! and yes the secret life of an amarica teenager was realy good! 8)
so just ?ing do u think that all people who do there hair and were nice clothes r fake?
@morrelva - no, of course not! there's nothing wrong with treating yourself well and taking care of your physical appearance. it's the people who look good on the outside but don't care about the inside.
@japanxrobots - o, thank goodness!!! lol.
so im valeri and ur name is???
@morrelva - haha :) i'm beth. nice to meet you valeri
so . . .um tell me about u 8)
@morrelva - haha uhh well, i'm 17. i live in quebec. i speak french (but usually only to my parents). i'd like to be an art professor when i'm older :) that's about all i can think of right now. what about you?
@morrelva - haha me too. drawing is fun but i really have to be in the mood. what do you like to draw? you own an igwana!? i'm jealous, i've always wanted one. and wow, 11 brothers and sisters... i have none :)
@japanxrobots - well i like to draw dragons, and animals. im not vary good at drawing people though. i LOVE my igwana, deno, but i dont think he really likes me
. lol.